Thank you, Ginnifer Goodwin, for being able to perfectly portray exactly how I am feeling.
No, really. I feel so – Tired. It’s ridiculous. Just yesterday I was grinning like a fool and practically bouncing off of walls. But today just – It was so terrible today that I don’t even want to do much of anything. God – I want to blame it on a lot of people but there’s not a lot to blame? I mean, yeah my ex has been really fucking moody lately and has told a mutual friend to tell him if I’ve been seeing someone else.
I mean – Isn’t that a violation of privacy?
And then there’s me in general, who’s been so fucking out of it that I haven’t even really bothered to put an effort on every aspect of my life. I’ve invested so much time with school that it’s hindering my own happiness. Fancy that – The girl who wants to learn is hindered by learning. And the fucking snow outside won’t go away and I just – I can’t fucking deal with snow. I hate snow. It’s nice for like, one day or two. But if it drags on for weeks? Go fuck yourself, I refuse to go outside.
And my dad has been so fucking ridiculous. He can’t take care of my sister’s daughter well. The way he plays with her is reckless, I swear to god, and he’s going to harm her at one point. I mean, he’s pulled her up by her arms and let her fall back down on her back. The little thing is five months old.I just – I really don’t want to fucking deal with that crap.
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Fucking hell, I’m sorry. TBD.